I've come to the conclusion that my heart just isn't into work anymore. Not that's it's been a driving passion of mine or anything but I've enjoyed the last couple of years. I really hated the first year ... I mean really hated it to the point where I had to talk myself into going in every single day. But now I go and for the most part look forward to it. It's the people I enjoy, my co-workers (for the most part) are really fantastic people.
Just this past weekend I found out that our rotations are changing and the two days I enjoy the most (my two 2:45 shifts at RGH/PLC) are moving over to FMC/ACH. I'm really upset about it. These two shifts are the ONLY shifts I love working. I feel like the rug has been pulled out from under me. I'm upset and mad. Upset and mad have become reoccurring themes in my writing lately. Sadly there is nothing I can do about it. My place of work isn't what it once was ... there are too many stupid rules ... there are too many stupid changes. I'm wondering if I just shouldn't look around for something else. I'll have to keep my eyes open and put it out the the universe that I need a change. Crap do I need a change!
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