I haven't written a lot because I don't want to write when I'm feeling down. But I think I have to write and get some things off my chest.
Jacob is planning a trip to Iceland. That's my bucket list place. It's a place I would have loved to go to with Jacob. But he is planning his trip with a guy from SAIT and he's all excited. I'm happy for him but I'm sad for me. He originally said his friend would meet him there. He said that thinking that we would go and he friend would meet him. But to be honest, with Jillian's wedding coming up the likelihood of me going was slim to none. It makes me really sad.
Jillian and Chris had a skiing weekend in Kimberly BC this weekend. Jacob ended up taking care of their dog overnight at their house and we just had to go over yesterday and check on Louis to make sure he had a bathroom break while Jacob was at work.
What I wanted to do was go to the poker game hosted by Darrel and Glenn but that didn't work out. I did ask Jonathan if we wanted to go and told him it wasn't a blood thirsty game. The rules made sure of that. But he didn't say yes or no. He just really ignored my whole conversation and we didn't go.
When Jillian and Chris came over to pick up their dog we talked a little about their wedding. I mentioned that I would like to make their guest book and that quickly turned into Jonathan telling them about the framed photo at Jason's wedding where guests signed the photo matt. Then Jillian said Lindsay and Kia did the same and then just about that time I realised my offer was no longer valid. I have to admit, that hurt. I don't think one single thing I've mentioned about the wedding has been taken seriously. Not even a little bit.
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